Well here I am again. Another year nearly gone and I feel like there is so much remaining undone.
I actually love the Christmas Season, but I have always struggled with "when it's over." I almost cannot enjoy the season because "when it's over" I have so much to do. I wonder where that comes from?
I also tend to stay up late because what will I do when this day is over? What will I do when the weekend is over? What about when 2011 is over?
Of course, I will start over because I have no choices, but who really wants to do that? Most people! Yet for me, it's another year to start another ledger, new deadlines, hope for a better year and so many other things going on.
I prefer things to add up, to build up; not to start over. I guess I'm not so much of new starter, as I am a long-term finisher.
I wonder what that says about me?
Oh well. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
It will be a new year no matter what, so we may as well enjoy what we have now and not worry about when it's over.
No comments:
Post a Comment